Hide in the corner

Okay, one more depressor and I will be quiet,

I think that I am becoming anti-social. I was never a real people person to begin with. Now I like people and I think we need them. Maybe I realize that they do not need me.

The further in life I go, the more it seems people are strange. It is almost like they do weird things and get on my nerves.

It always seem like people just concentrate on the same thing. I know I am guilty of it, but society is so repetitive. I do not enjoy hearing the same thing multiple times. We are a need civilization also. Sometimes I cringe when people approach or think "Oh, boy. What now?" I also get tired of all the pleasantries. It can be annoying when people say hello to everyone, even if he has seen that person five times already.

The "Hi. How are you doing?" can get on my nerves. It seems to me to just be a greeting. The person is usually not interested beyond a one world response. Now I know that was a mass generalization and some people are interested and caring. The majority just are caught in a routine. Perhaps I have no manners, that could be true.

I wish I could just hide away and never be bothered. However, I would probably be bored in about five minutes. The sad thing is I need people to keep me going. Someone has to run my life for me.

Well I hope my trilogy of tragedy is over. The bright news is it is almost the weekend.